Opps...i din noe tat frendship cn be so vulnerable as well.....cos to me frendship is sumtin so strong tat it kip goin on...all due to understandin + great bond...even though lack of contacts or updates...e bond shld nt fall apart so easily!!! NO NO IT IS WRONG TO TINK TIS WAE.......juz superb upset hw she tink abt mi........n all those words do hurt......til 2dae it runs thru my mind...n sumtimes i tink back is it all worthwhile aft tryin so hard??? Im nt sure either....mayb to her; im juz self-centred (haha so beri funi) ........Aft wat hapen tat dae & e outing trip....i haf to wake up n realize tat i shld nt go on bein a nice fren....reali duno...e feeling simply sucks wen ur best fren do nt understand u n all she does is abt pointing e finger at u...sianzZzZzz.........i dun wish to tok or explain much to her either wen she din even bother to listen...i guess....i juz be myself.....n i wont change cos juz to accommodate sum1....1 fine dae tings wil gt beta ba....
Aniwae....nt all frenship re vulnerable....cos i do haf great frenships at e other end....they noe who they re....n suprisingly ST cum back into my life [even for awhile im fine], she uses to be my activity fren....reali glad she haf found her soulmate lo....1 ting to cfm our frenship bond stil exists cos she helps mi once tis time round....n sincerely appreciate it** Thanz ST......i belief 'hao xin you hao bao' =P
Oo ya wil post pics of my charcoal trip wif my poly gers soonz if i haf e time...wil try to blog soonz...nex week payroll period again....but nvm....
I CAN DO IT@#